black is deaf and full of it..

Saturday, April 23, 2005

threesome..

A story through different perspectives..read on..
hindi sex story to! nice title though..

[Bestfriend]
I look at her as I blush... she's so beautiful and everything, but why does my heart ache? Id rather focus on my food than stare at her. Why am I like this? What's happening to me? I don't want them to know that I'm in love with the girl in front of me. I need to lock this feeling inside of me, Id rather not meddle in this affair. I excuse myself as I finish my food.

As I walk outside the restaurant, a flashback came into my mind, suddenly filling my heart with anger and longing. It was when she and I got together in the lake. Just sitting around... talking... hanging out.. then she became suddenly so cheerful. And there she goes, childish again. I was wondering why she was like that, then I heard it, she and my bestfriend. Together. A couple. I can't believe what I've just heard. It felt like a needle half a yard long had just pierced through my heart and through my chest. The pain was so overwhelming, that I had to fight away the tears, but the pain was too much to hide, and it showed. And she saw it. She asked me if there's something wrong. I needed to hide my feelings. I don't want them to know that I feel jealous. But I'm trying to get over it. And I hope I will...

[The Girl]
So he left. He didn't recognized my stolen glances at him. And even if he did, he doesn't care. He doesn't give a damn about me. I was so foolish to think that I love this guy beside me, to say yes to my boyfriend when he proposed commitment. I was so stupid that I didnt let my feelings do the talking. Now here I am, between the devil and the deep blue sea, knowing that I did not love the one that loved me, knowing the truth that his bestfriend was the one.

"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked as he recognized that I was in deep thought.
"Oh, it's nothing! I'm just wondering why... people hide their emotions?"
I lied, yet he smiled at me. Thoughts came racing through my head..'nice excuse! dumbass!'
"You want me to answer that? I think it's because it's in our instincts to have a mask carved in our naked face. We are in a world of masquerade. We just let our faces exposed to other people if we enjoyed dancing with them. Did I make sense?" he answered.
"Maybe?" I replied.
Fuck!!! See, I can't even tell him the truth... that I'm not in love with him and that my heart only belongs to his bestfriend. But I know that if I tell him, he will be in deep pain and will lose him. I don't want to hurt anyone, I dont even want to lose him. I think I am realizing why people hide their emotions. Fear. Could it be?

[Boyfriend]
I'm so lucky with my girlfriend. She's everything that I want and everything that I need. I love the way she looks and the way she comforts me. I don't want to let her go. She's my life and if ever she walks away from me... it leave another scar in my heart and I will be filled with emptiness again. I don't want to let that happen again... ever! I promise you baby, I will always be here for you no matter what, I love you so much! I hope you love me the way I love you..

[Ako]
thanks to bryan for letting me borrow this nice story..
some words edited for some reasons.. para mas mahaba.. lol
how sad..i think i know where this is going though..
have a good day everyone..:-D

1 Comments:

At 5:17 PM, Blogger CHArlene said...

aw, kawawa naman yung boyfriend nung girl. :O hehehehe. eh pano, yung girlfriend nya mahal yung bestfriend nya.. tapos ung bestfriend nya mahal yung girl. :D wahehehe. wala lang. :p

 

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